I have decided to give up any thoughts of buying the Trek. Before I went to sleep last night I asked for a sign to let me know which direction I should take regarding purchasing the Trek. In Dreamtime I am shown that there is a problem with the windshield on the driver's side of the Trek and woke up this morning knowing that is not the direction I should be taking. I still have a bit of a desire left, but the energy has become less and less.
And it also feels like very old energy. I have undertaken a journey to free myself of possessions, that feeling that possessions own me. If I commit to purchasing the Trek, this possession will own me, and all the stress that comes with it. It feels that Minnie and I are in partnership, neither of us owning the other. I create the sacred space which has become our home, and she keeps me dry, warm and protected. I am not ready to part with this bond we have created. Maybe some day, but not now.
This sounds like wisdom to me. Freedom needs to be protected, and freedom from debt seems to always be a good choice. It has been a long journey for me and my family, and we still have a ways to go. Were I making your choice, I would chose freedom, as you have.
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Mike
Yea, it feels right. But that Trek sure was purty:).
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ReplyDeleteI found your blog today and have enjoyed reading about your travels. Thanks so being so honest about your fears and good job over coming them. Looking forward to reading about your adventures.
Tina
Northern, Ca
Thanks Tina.
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