I have decided to give up any thoughts of buying the Trek. Before I went to sleep last night I asked for a sign to let me know which direction I should take regarding purchasing the Trek. In Dreamtime I am shown that there is a problem with the windshield on the driver's side of the Trek and woke up this morning knowing that is not the direction I should be taking. I still have a bit of a desire left, but the energy has become less and less.
And it also feels like very old energy. I have undertaken a journey to free myself of possessions, that feeling that possessions own me. If I commit to purchasing the Trek, this possession will own me, and all the stress that comes with it. It feels that Minnie and I are in partnership, neither of us owning the other. I create the sacred space which has become our home, and she keeps me dry, warm and protected. I am not ready to part with this bond we have created. Maybe some day, but not now.