I am having an emotional day. All I want to do is cry. I am not sure where all these emotions are coming from, are they mine or is there something much bigger that is affecting me?
It has physically been a challenging week and my face has still not completely healed. I miss my son. I miss the life I was living before this infection invaded my life. I am concerned that I have no workamping job for the summer and the emergency room bills look to be quite substantial.
I am trying to swim out from under these emotions, replacing fear with joy. It is a choice, but sometimes takes more effort than other times.
It is just one of those days.