I still have not been able to fully return. Dreamtime now has such a hold on me. I wonder if anyone else is experiencing this sleepwalking state or if this is my own peculiar new state of being.
I had a lucid dream this morning and was with a man who I remember, yet cannot place in this time. We were to be together but he was seduced by another while I was with him. It was not to be, and yet it was. My words as I woke up were, "It should have been me, and now it will never be me". It still haunts me.