Friday, April 1, 2011
I know this anaconda. During my first cranial touch session several years ago this energy came through and threatened to turn me inside out. It was a sensation of such enormity and power, so alien, that I shut it down. It was too much, too soon. Later, when I tried to describe the experience, the only words that came close were that of an anaconda surging through the lower half of my body and if I allowed it full entry I would die.
I have thought about this anaconda many times over the years, wondering what would have happened if my fear had not shown up and halted the process. I wanted to call it back and ingest it in bite size pieces, I wanted to be the one in control. But I also wanted to once again experience that power surge, this time relaxing instead of fighting.
And so it is back. I am working with it this time, knowing that I can handle the integration process. I can rest when needed, walk when needed and ride this anaconda wherever it takes me.