As soon as I voice it, "I have no desire to go to Europe again", Boom, there it is, a tantalizing tidbit calling to me.
It is not a casual calling, it never is, but something wanting my attention, something cosmic calling to me, asking me if I will make this one more journey into the unknown, for some unknown purpose, of unknown importance.
I know I can do it, I have the time, resources and willingness. My only question is how strong is the calling, is it a whim or something that cannot be denied.
I will sleep on it, asking for guidance, direction, hoping to know in the morning the path that lies ahead.